she was a pure soul with a bitch mouth
told she was 35 at 13, pure land
engineer in her ways and her mind
she was a greek schizophrenic
missing part of her button nose
that she left outside the closet door
where the monster was the neighbour
she was a skinhead's dog
if charles manson was a real woman
blown on my pink blow mind
she was an alcoholic from north india
bundy bisexual and a thing for legs
she was at the apple core of herself
a cottonmouth sister, baby, a victim
born and bred on ash and fantasy
and i'll always blame her dad
she was the one above cloud nine in time
a real woman in the single mind
of mine and i was hers
a complex in the housing complex
she wore powder brown like the rainbow
and ran a mile in my shoes
as i crawled in her shadow
she was a rebel rebel revel
in my madness i found glass and glad lead
what a wonderful world
there is something surgical
liturgical about how you
open up like an undressed wound
bleed for me baby, bleed on me
it's weight off your back and
a monkey on mine my heroine
the monkey paw curls one
as i think of true love
and disney and dollhouse blues
and whites and pinks, smoke it
cool it, eat it. my word!
my words are salad and my sky
has no stars but you the lune moon
Out of tune, fair de lune
my luck is a holey bucket
and yours a handful of fishnets
the sea is silver and the world is green
and the media man is lantern light
let's sin as saint's do
as the sun rises over the hill
on top of the girl world wild
bare your fangs and learn of cobalt
this is the way that my way goes
there were 1,4, 7 magpies that day
where I had a bloodstream
and teeth like stonehenge
it's all broken spoken in stones
and hands that look like nightsticks
at around 10am in blood red yellows
yellow belly black out fast and bulbous
nothing but a nightmare; falling faster
tortoise and the hare of my chinny chin chin
i want take this slow and steady
anal cunt by the ticking of a real clock
in a word it is TRUE
tic tic and laugh. why doth the baby cry?
we all crawled in the morning sun
and bawled by the time it shone
Stoker's squaw in metal and leather
dead and gone, i'll never forget her
bagge cats bring emotional baggage
antimanic anti all the rage engage
no go zone
love is nothing
in the face of an empty wallet
and global geopolitic tick tick
nuclear radical magical cold
to the touch i flinch
johhny kidd and the pirates
delusion of an illusion
explosion of colour twice
I've had a blue moon month by midday
for a month or two by now i swear
i've lived it by a homemade bible
in the shape of a calendar
everyday an autobiography in thirds
that refuses to kill its darlings
busy as a bee and mad as a hatter
what a life! i expect nothing less
it's only a weekly monthly
yearly nearly there give an inch
fear me fear me, give or take
you don't know nothing
and you don't know me
ok, who was the man in the reflection with the lipstick
sick in the arms of a lover
time time time time time again time time time
Hey Baby, your love is edible
The road to hell is paved with tlc
Manic Depression searching my soul
HOME HOME HOME ALONE ALONE ALONE
you and I
sexual identity
new life
sleepless minddeath
home warzone home
first time for everything
bipolar in the friendgroup
the virgin with more pills than life itself
first kiss by a bbq under a hardware store
black words
re: are? who
down the throat
roomates and the mosquito
the fly with a buzz in the
the hunter hunted cuntted
birds of a feather
anxiety
outside the minimental
I have the craving for a bad day in december
2 years ago. 2 years already
bags under the eyeliner under the eyes
bleeding from the jugular vein
occulsion delusion
i have seen the dead and lived the life
of a story afraid of dead darlings, my dear
maybe i just hold grudges
m and the a and the d
the crabs in the bucket of a brain
no one hates the mad like the
ones who could be just as sick as them
just a bridge from badlands to worse
then as i leave the noise of a flight of fancy
my teeth sunk deep into laughter and suicide
i realise why no girls leave the houses
past the 10th hour in the city no more
in the dark i wish i was in the nest
i made in your hair on the stain sheets
where i guessed it was true
(true love? i think of friends
and if i had them at all)
that you really do take on
the dreams of the ones who
you slept with.
guess and gander the game of the grey
teeth as long as the shadows of the evening sun
yesterday was a aphrodisiac, get back
gimme shelter in the nest in your hair
don't play games with me unless you wanna lose
the gods are green and the air is cold
cities are a noise pollutant and you're a good lover
friends, just friends
No obligation rambling man, take a chance
It's on me, on the house, on the train tracks
Does that track with you?
The night is like fairyland
The eire fey unfair and fucked
Guy Fawkes is dead in the stale air
And the french rings like a cracked bell
It’s bastille again in the brain built
On rickety persnickety bleeding hearts
And every ounce of creativity
Has been leeched from the gutters
Where the dead sleep like dogs lie
And can be found in bags of IV fluid
Jacked into the arms and hands over hearts
That show that love is a relative thing
These are flittering butterflies
In a succulent garden by the train tracks
Spider webbed and squealing like hogs
Where the clozapine kicks in
A family comes to break the news
And break the dawn of a day
That feels like a dead darling lifetime
I fear the gang green gills
Staples and chains on the bed
Let me play my theme song
Memories taste of grapes and yeast
The beast of the mane nocte
I had all my thoughts in a row
Row row row your bot, fight the power
Outage in-age ages outta time
Say what? The deperson, stroke and waters
Wearing brown-grey suits and a smile crack a country
The disappearer and dissenter and the stalinist
The politician comes to the door
And cried quetiapine tears
Stimulation nation, what’s up doc?
ECT, etcetera, techie kid
A laptop is a hippodrome
And i am byzantine
Birmingham knock knocking
Like the ss with snake tongues
And hands like Midas, shitscum king
Oh the superhumanity i have lived
And died, loved and lost
A tipsy line cook
And a junkie spunky
With sultanas on the bed
I’m in dire straits in the creekbed
Dry as dirt and knee deep in shit
I see clearly now
The thing of the nightmare
daymare, ride at dawn
Dr dr, gimme the news
Read all about it extra
Chilli and jalapenos
Coughing on the train to the river
Kick the sun and let me down
Write my name on the fencepost
A smile like a garden hose
And a clock like a prison bar
Tick tock watching watchmen
Hail the outrage sugars
Adderall and tinned corn
Syrupy were the voices
Conscious as a fly on the wall
Don’t rush to crush
Look before you leap
Take my loving slow
Pride before the fall
1:1 Thought disorder
And All the baby’s bunting
Cuntling shit off a duck’s back
Get back on the wagon and the high horse
Et tu brute ain’t it true, ain’t it a shame
House to a home to a newborn bitch
On the altar where the fish sleep
TDS for nausea, palpate for a mate
Expensive her-bell tease stript bare bones
You can see mine through the skin
And taste just what i’m dreaming of
All the cafes are an her-me aphrodisiac
To the symphony of a cough laugh cough
Disgrace, my face is a savings account
Neighbours learn chinese, turning japanese
Bahaii bahrain bye bye baby
Schazi on a chickenshit spell
Out on break and dog whistle
I take on some patient dreams
And dismantle them by the door
Gotta bounce, security rebel yell
Billy Joel marked down looks in bug eyes
Lief Erikson and magic they said
He said she said.say what?
Drinking hand sanitiser, advertiser
Just such just things my dear
Needle and rubbing alcohol and bomb threat
Don’t touch me, don’t hurt me
Comic confetti in mine and red wine in yours
I’m yours for a week wage rage and rage
Wage war in my head, noise noise noise
Over the abominable spirit of toxins
Found in the form of the new dawn
I look like gg jesus
With the faux fuck blood
Melena and the latest update
Over long blacks and halloween
The psychiatrist speaking 3 tongues
Travel time, estradiol is a piano chord
Not me, it’s the makeup drinking
Deep the blood of innocents
What a war water why why why
Doth the baby cry for Macbeth
I heard he was not a man
But just the shape of what he lost
One two one two, my heart beats new
Something something melody, die rolled twice
On ice, on the goal and bad bad time
The devil’s trill trillion love triangles
Triples, death is sexed up randy dandy
On a pale horse, lead a horse to medicine
A spring chicken in a sprung trap
I have to leave in the middle of the night
Trespassing on your love
Supplicating to your hating
Please don’t, just love me like you do
I fought the law and it bit the hand
That feeds the open maw of cheap housing
Student of life, hard knocks til we break
Trust your mechanic and listen to doctor bliss
Deal the cards like the nurse is a cheat
And double blind the windows, make me scream
Dog bitten rapid rabid manic panic
The disorient express to the western world
Morals in the corals of the medical seas
I’m over time. 10 hours now. 4 way street.
Baby baby blues boxcut flat stanley slut
Barrum barrum the ents march by moonlight
Gunsmoke midnight midges bit the brain
Barruum Barruum broomstick boomstick
Blood in the booze and vice in the versa
My first is vicelike dragging the corpse
Thru the doors of all that I am
Out of the streetcar greater desire
And a knifelike cellophane night
The emotional baggage was pharmaceutical
And all I said was that it was a rusty razor
Medical unconfident let me in into the wound
Microwave meals a nap in a semaphore gutter
I never fear, but i shake like a leaf
The trees are papparazzi
And the french come like 76
Busy as a bee and mad as a hatter
I’m not a maniac and you’re not evil
I shot the shit with over a night creche
With a bukowski-tolkien dwarf
The blues of a real gone mind weekly
And the hairs of the chinny chin chin
Let me in, it’s cold out in here
The heart is hot in demand
And hot on my cracked hells
Black Cadilliac pretty in pink
Yellow corvette adderrall house home
The riders on the storm, quadrophillia
Drug love the dead and lovely dying
She has funny cars, taxi taxi
No-one walks alone near here
Huddled in the bones of a skinny old tree
Under the highway liquor slicked
Back to hell through the valley of nightlife
That goodnight like a virgin
Strange stranger strangest
How much can you take
SNAP, watta weight wait for the time
Watching in the trees
DV DVT and the world
Goes round the bend
Do what? Do what you’re told
It’s now or it’s involuntary, my ED dear
Now or never, one of these
Dreams where every man and his dog
And shit they never left behind
Shows up asking in tongues
I love this, I love the brand new kick
Felll off the bed and into the wilds
Out the window into the cars
It’s kuru falling
Like snow through
The cracks I see rainy skin
The world breathes heavy with me
I am but human meat
Myocyte paranoia
Papparazzi people person
Pepperoni next door
I love your rock and roll cock
Forever! STEMI madame
Adam and eve and gentle ribbing
The rise and fall of your chest
Looks like a slave ship upturned
On waves of green and gold
The heart of the heat
Can’t handle it? Stay outta the kitchen
Stay outta the matters, rathers
Molten tears and a high fever
Anxiety, depression, how many wounds, was it?
Words all pretty in the rows and vows
Daydream believer, I’ll just what you way
Daydream, believer, querying psychosis
Daydremt til the sun left the sky
And I’m never coming home
A girl made of birds and bees
Blossoms and blooms, broomsticks to bleed
She knew what was on the factory line
Halbermensch with Hollywood tears: It’s showbiz!
Theactiricality sexuality in suicide
.444 free fuck sock on the door in my head
Mind palace met the Bolsheviks
Oh my God. It was the year of the dragon
Or the rat, manic depression in the west
Bipolar in the eat. Names named names
A snake in the grass! Poison bitch
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