A lust song on stop gap seas
Seamen let ravens and stars fly
And guide them upon semen seas
Waning Waxing of the lunatic
Huginn and Muginn in a hurricane
You make me siren on rocks and stones
And the navigator lighthouse dynamic
Fell winds blow, whirlpool in time
Spinning like hands behind the brain
I am the screaming crew and the roaring waves
Thinking of you in cycles and spin ages
A Goddess! A Goddess left unresponsive
To my prayers on a wild whim wind
God is left unresponsive
To the anti anti anti
Libidinoids and psychotics
Kitty Kat Tiki
Daddy went out for antidepressants
Mewling babe in the bassinet
Based in what
Pathophysiology
Smitten Kitten
The hair’s in heroes’ cockpit
I played with barbie dolls and Bane
I broke the bat
And watched my mother die
I have lived and died
3 fantasies per hour
Racing through flights
Of fancy! Of filth!
I measure my sex in Frasettas
Innocent bystanders
I am a danger to myself and I
As I walk endless mindless
The next suburb over
From shithole satan worth
A penny in nine time
I’m all word salad dominoes
All hears all ears I hear brain drain
Too full of what didn’t kill me
Look at the clock I’m the ubermensch
You’ll never me the real me
Always on the mend from always me the mouse
Trigger word writing on the wall
It’s a jailhouse rock my bird
My birth! Eagle on my back
Got my back? I am retro
Circumspect navigate the world
In the vomit salad bowl brain
Fucken invincible as I die in the dirt
Playing in the mud a baby bottle storm
Omni Uber all full surreal world
All the shit never killed me
As I die by the tick clock
Another story by the crescent moon scar
I’ve a full moon mind and a mood on the mend
Right the riddle wave the ride
Looking on shit and praying to arseholes
The dissociative democracy
I feel the numbness fill the thoughts
With whimsy and borograves of comic books
The mania and the beatles: God is a vocal stim
Always going to top of the hill
I hadn’t moved since the sun shone
I refuse to lead the blind
And open the window door
My mattress is progress for a shithole
Sliphole sinkhole knots and kitchen sinks
Time time time again
To be late to love and lost to life
1976 and the birth
And the death
One for each hand
And a hand of god
Whore hoard horde
Dollar dragon poor
Real tight match
Tied to a red ribbon
Machine gun worthless
In flowered hands
Fake fuck sissy
Fingers like trees
Trees like hands
Nights like these
How thou art the Great Plain
Fee Fi Fo Fum
Robert downey as feathers
Sucking thumbs and fucking mad
White trash and black and white and red
All over, grey on the why me mind
Anorexia on a piece of mixed nut
Sir say sir! Private in the public eye
Panopticon pisstake nuh uh neurons
No sir
Abandoned buildings hairdresser bones
Skeletons white stand beneath
The moonlight tonight tangled
In your hair, in my dreams
It has teeth in my neck
Collecting dust
In the shade of
Weather vane weather pain
Weather a storm whether or not
Ready or not
I hide in tortoise shell
Kittens and caffeine
Suicide is no answer
To a question
On the tip of my tongue
Lipstick on the wane
Of the wax where the wound is
Blood red as a red ruby fake
A good man rotten to the core
A crooked branch to prune
Makes for a tall tale
To tell for 260 an hour
Waiting among the dead
Junky junkie queens and wild wank Kings
Beaten into submit serfdom
Drowning in the golden showers
Like the first rains
And the growing pains
–
Everything is sweeter
Taste and sensation
Fed off the edge
Of a shining razor
Substitute silver spoon
Laying alone
With mummies and monsters
How does it end
How does it start
Beg and kneel
Beg
Kneel
4 straight lines
Pillars in the sky
A sun of ink and alcohol
Let the world fall flat
Spake judge jury
Victim thief
The system, I used him
Clocks neurons with hands
Don’t touch me
Electric sugar in caps and wafer
Nausea the music crawled to my ears
And with just a few double doses
It can crawl there to starve and die
The food of love is a maggoted corpse
Broken records and purple kool aid
Amongst the webs of heart strings
And the loss of the heartless
Mindless.
Heroin
Suicide
Heroin
Murder
Anorexia
Short stay
Berlin 1930
CKD
COP-D
CKD
Suicide
Anorexia
Victimood
Spithood
Jailhouse
Rock and roll
Jim Carroll
Cyclical history
PTSD
Sex and suicide
I was Redgum
Vietnam man
In the Dark
Revenge
Suicide
The lights in heaven are dimmed
A letter on the doorstep
Right here, right now
The present is a gift
And the manifest of a will
Will to what? Power bill politics
The world got so great and wide without me
No more room for all the good and I
In the thimble of love, love this
Fit my heart in a capful, among the needles
And grains of sand
The desert winds blow hot from up north
I’m not alright up here in hell
As above as below, neath the overful earth
And a world left me behind
Old and wise beyond my years
In the eyes of a dreamer
Black coffee and no creamer
Bear my head against the wall
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